"In This Moment"

That beautiful moment when you can't hide, and love is all there is ♥

“In This Moment”

 

Why

Why do you consume my every thought

Caress every inch of my soul

Touch my heart as no other can

How have you brought me to my knees

And broken down each wall I so carefully put into place

Miles away I can feel your touch

I’m falling into your love

Drowning in your essence

The music plays

Whispers of love fall gently upon my heart

At this moment there is only you

This moment in time belongs to you and me

Melting in your arms

Needing your touch more every second

I feel you inside of me

Every thrust bringing you closer to me

Closer to my heart

Deeper into my body

And further into my soul

I give in to your touch

Holdin’ onto your body

Embracing your love

Kisses muffle heavy pants

Longing moans

Hip-swayin’ back-archin’ love

Never able to get enough

Make me beg for more

In this moment I’m soooo into you

Falling…..falling…..falling

Mind, body, and soul melted by your touch

Feeling no shame

I cum loud

Hard

In this moment

I’ve given you all that I have

And all that I am

Secure in your love

Forever safe in your arms

For the first time being exposed brings no fear

In this moment

Love is all there is….

 

ã Antoinette Davis, June 24, 2003

"The Other One"

Just so that you know, I am not having an affair, or thinking of having one :-)
 
This piece is pretty universal, I think. I think that we have all been tempted by the "forbidden fruit", or know somebody who has crossed that line, and lived to regret it. This is just me putting myself in the shoes of a woman who has crossed that line. I would love to know what you think about crossing the line. I don't judge ppl who cross the line. It can happen to any one of us given the right (or wrong) situation.
 
 
"The Other One"
 
She calls him friend
because she cannot call him her love
every day he is there
caressing her need for attention
while remaining a perfect gentleman
every day his mind drifts into thoughts
of touching her in ways
friends do not touch
and she knows it
the look in his eye gives him away every time
though smart enough to stand clear of the line
even if it goes unsaid
the temptation is always there
her smile intrigues and ignites his imagination
but she has promised her love
her heart
and her fidelity to another
how would he understand
that her love has morphed
into the convenience of a strained friendship
how does she break the heart
she swore to protect from the very pain
she was about to bring his way
the inconvenience of honesty and change
troubles her soul
and haunts her spirit
she dances the dance of keeping up appearances
until the lie becomes an ever-present burden
all the while
there is another who commands her attention
her waking moments are filled with visions
of the other one
he loves her in ways she's only heard of
but never experienced
in her mind
they are one
she doesn't want to break a heart
but just this one time
1 broken heart may free another
tit for tat
his heart for hers
love is not always fair
but it is often true and unmistakable
the other one
her friend
there's that line again
the balancing act of right and wrong
fades when the other one enters the room
she know to push this envelope
is surely destruction
at the very least
it is wrong
at the most
a commandment broken
and a disappointment in the eyes of her Lord
she inches as close to that forbidden line
as her conscience will allow
only this time she crosses it
and she's not sorry
she gives in to the right and wrong of it all
finally in the arms she's needed for so long
even though another eagerly awaits her arrival
her heart grows cold and indifferent
as she slowly enters her home
the other one is now her love
her happiness
he is her very reason for living
his love akin to gushing waters in the desert
but his love has come with a price
vows...compromised
loyalty...obliterated
her heart...still broken
just like the other ones
he is merely another heartache
in a better looking package
she is lost
and wonders
if she will ever have the love she deserves
backing away from the line
she cries...

© Antoinette Davis, August 24, 2014

" I'm Talkin' to You, Love "

This piece has been rolling around me head for a while. Sometimes I wonder what the face of love looks like. I feel like sometimes it's hard to recognize love because love comes in so many forms - and not always good, positive forms. Will I know what love looks like the next time it dawns my doorstep, or will I let it walk away because it doesn't come in the form I think it should come in? I always say that I've given up on love, but that isn't true anymore. I'm not sure if it's ever been true. I've found that it takes courage to love, and to let someone love me back. Doors are opening :-)

" I'm Talkin' to You, Love "

In my life
there are many things I have searched for
longed for
and chased with fire in my heart
but not you, love
u are a stranger to me
not totally
for I know enough
to respect your power
and give you time and distance
I've seen you take the highest
to their lowest point
and raise the lowest
to highs only the luckiest will ever know
I'm talkin' to you, love
how will I know your look
you are a chameleon
you show your face
in the twisted affection of the deranged
tearful I'm sorries
as well as in a mothers' gaze
perception changes what is seen
or what goes unseen
love, you are many things
with too many faces to count
I'm talkin' to you, love
when next we meet
will I run into your arms
or take a step back
allowing you to do what you came to do
will I remind myself that you come with rain
and sunshine as well
will I know you on sight
or will your whispers be subtle
as butterflies in the breeze
I'm talkin' to you, love
you are the voice begging me not to leave you behind
you are the one who knocked down my walls
though you have seemingly left me alone
your allure is never far from my thoughts
you are as elusive
as dreams forgotten in the night
yet as available as forbidden fruit
well within my reach
I hear you knocking
I've wondered
will you again bring heartache
or will this heart take flight
and live to tell 1,000 tales
of days and nights lived in your splendor
I'm talkin' to you, love
we've played our last game of hide and seek
God
love
one in the same
I'm talkin' to you
you'll bring me your best
and my best shall be given in return
you've knocked down the door
and I bravely invite you in...

© Antoinette Davis, 7-22-14